Lingering Time in Red Square
After visiting Moscow, my mind is continually drawn back to that place and the impact it had on my life as I grew up in the Cold War.Wherever and whenever we travel, the various countries, cities, scenic splendors, or historic places affect and shape us in different ways. We are generally not the same after an exchange with another culture or landscape of the world. If we return unchanged we have missed something precious. When we come home it often feels like I have experienced six months of living in two weeks due to the richness and intensity of life that is packed into most tours. We should be older, more mature, wiser. After unpacking, I always try to allow some quiet moments to let the people and vistas settle into my soul and find a comfortable place to occupy my memory. I call this “lingering time.” Though not still in a foreign country I haven’t completely left it either. No tour is really over for me until the lingering time has taken place. This happens when the mind firmly holds on to the memories and allows them to mellow, to teach, to edify, and to lift in a continuous manner. The enjoyments become permanent, something to revisit in the mind and the heart smiles in response.
Sometimes at the end of the year, I contemplate all the places we have been and try to measure which ones have had the greatest impact on my soul by the amount of lingering time I find myself devoting to that place and the renewal of the impressions received. Many times I am not surprised by the leading imprints on my heart, but occasionally life brings its own unanticipated wonder. Two years ago Red Square in Moscow was just such a place.
I anticipated the highlight of Russia for me would be St Petersburg with its historic palaces reminiscent of Peter the Great and Catherine, the German princess who became more Russian than most Russians and dominated the powerful men who surrounded her. In the Church of St Peter and Paul lie the great, and not so great, Czars and Czarinas I had read and marveled about. Moscow, I thought would play second fiddle to the city on the Baltic, but Moscow gripped my soul and never let go. Burned to the ground during Napoleon’s invasion, Moscow rose from the ashes, eventually replacing St Petersburg as the capital of the largest nation on earth. Both cities had captured my imagination through the greatest novelists of all time. How Tolstoy and Dostoevsky played upon my inner world. They marched with stately dignity alongside Pushkin’s fairy tale wonderland with its talking fish and a witch named Baba Yaga emerging from her enchanted forest hut built on chicken legs which danced and turned to face you.
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