D&C Lesson 28: ''Oh God, Where Art Thou?''



I have been in the jail at Carthage, Illinois many times. In 2009, I wrote some words in my journal about my feelings:

The two jails made famous in Church History—Liberty and Carthage—have never felt to me like places of confinement. They seem somehow spiritually liberating. They speak of sacrifice more than suffering, and they speak of sanctification. Ancient Jewish Rabbis used to describe the act of making a covenant as building an altar in the heart. Joseph had certainly built such an altar, and had laid everything he had on it, including his life. There was nothing the Lord could ask of him that he would not give because he had given everything already. In that matter, he was very much like Abraham, who had offered Isaac, and everything else, long before he arrived at Moriah.

But even with that kind of commitment in his heart, Joseph cried to the Lord from the darkness and uncertainty of Liberty, “O God, where art thou?” (D&C 121:1)


While Joseph and others waited on an uncertain future in Liberty Jail, 8000 saints were being forced from the state of Missouri by armed mobs and politically supported troops. Even at the distance of 162 years it seems strange that the Lord should have allowed his people to suffer so acutely and continuously in the future land of Zion. Joseph, unable to do anything for his people except pray, did exactly that, and one of his prayers is recorded:

“O God, where art thou? And where is the pavilion that covereth thy hiding place? How long shall thy hand be stayed, and thine eye, yea thy pure eye, behold from the eternal heavens the wrongs of thy people and of thy servants, and thine ear be penetrated with their cries?

“Yea, O Lord, how long shall they suffer these wrongs and unlawful oppressions, before thine heart shall be softened toward them, and thy bowels be moved with compassion toward them?

“O Lord God Almighty, maker of heaven, earth, and seas, and of all things that in them are, and who control lest and subjectest the devil, and the dark and benighted dominion of Sheol—stretch forth thy hand; let thine eye pierce; let thy pavilion be taken up; let thy hiding place no longer be covered; let thine ear be inclined; let thine heart be softened, and thy bowels moved with compassion toward us.

“Let thine anger be kindled against our enemies; and, in the fury of thine heart, with thy sword avenge us of our wrongs.

“Remember thy suffering saints, O our God; and thy servants will rejoice in thy name forever.” (D&C 121:1-6)

Nothing seemed to change; the suffering did not abate. It is true that within a month Joseph would be in Illinois himself, and the Saints would be welcomed by the inhabitants of Quincy, Illinois, whose outraged inhabitants were appalled at what had happened to the Mormons in Missouri. In that Mississippi River town 1600 Illinoisans tried to provide food and shelter for 5600 Saints, but those interventions hardly seem proportionate with the suffering the saints had endured (Comprehensive History of the Church, II, p. 57).

How do you feel about Joseph’s prayer? Consider the first part of the Lord’s response to Joseph’s cry. What lessons does he want us to learn from these verses?

“My son, peace be unto thy soul; thine adversity and thine afflictions shall be but a small moment; and then, if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high; thou shalt triumph over all thy foes. Thy friends do stand by thee, and they shall hail thee again with warm hearts and friendly hands. Thou art not yet as Job; thy friends do not contend against thee, neither charge thee with transgression, as they did Job” (D&C 121:7-10).

“If thou endure it well.” I imagine that the most important thing we can do when unexpected trials come is to “endure it well.” We must respond to our challenges on the basis of our covenants rather than on the basis of our outrage over perceived injustices. We have this promise to sustain us:

“When you pass through trials for His purposes, as you trust Him, exercise faith in Him, He will help you. That support will generally come step by step, a portion at a time. While you are passing through each phase, the pain and difficulty that comes from being enlarged will continue. If all matters were immediately resolved at your first petition, you could not grow. Your Father in Heaven and His Beloved Son love you perfectly. They would not require you to experience a moment more of difficulty than is absolutely needed for your personal benefit or for that of those you love” (Elder Richard G. Scott, Ensign, Nov. 1995, p. 17).


A powerful part of the Lord’s answer to Joseph’s prayer is found in D&C 122. Read 122:5-8 and mark all the trials given in these verses that Joseph might have to face. I count about 20 of them. What is the statement in D&C 122:8 meant to teach us about our afflictions? Who has suffered more than the Savior? Who was less deserving of suffering than the Savior? Whose sufferings did the Savior bear in the garden and on the cross?

“In the garden and on the cross, Jesus saw each of us and not only bore our sins, but also experienced our deepest feelings so that he would know how to comfort and strengthen us” (Elder Merrill J. Bateman, Ensign, May 1995, p. 14).

There are a number of verses in the scriptures that teach that the Savior knows us intimately and perfectly. Read these verses and consider their applications to you in your life.

Moses 1:35

Acts 15:18

Alma 18:32

D&C 67:1,2

John 4:29

1 Kings 8:38

If the Savior knows us intimately and perfectly, and if he loves us with an unconditional love, and if he has all power to stop our suffering, but he allows us to suffer anyway, what does that mean?


Why does the Lord allow those who have made covenants with him to suffer, often at the hands of wicked men? The scriptures suggest at least five reasons.

1. Sin: See D&C 101:1-8.

Alma told his wayward son, Corianton, “repentance could not come unto men except there were a punishment.” (Alma 42:16)

“The punishment may, for the most part, consist of the torment we inflict upon ourselves. It may be the loss of privilege or progress… We are punished by our sins, if not for them” (Boyd K. Packer, “The Brilliant Morning of Forgiveness,” Ensign, Nov. 1995, 19).

2. Experience: This is part of the Lord’s answer to Joseph. “All these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good.” (D&C 122:7)

3. Agency: That is, the Lord sometimes allows even the wicked to exercise their agency so that the judgments of God can be just. This passage comes from Alma as he and Amulek observed the burning of women and children in Ammonihah:

“The Spirit constraineth me that I must not stretch forth mine hand; for behold the Lord receiveth them up unto himself, in glory; and he doth suffer that they may do this thing, or that the people may do this thing unto them, according to the hardness of their hearts, that the judgments which he shall exercise upon them in his wrath may be just; and the blood of the innocent shall stand as a witness against them, yea, and cry mightily against them at the last day” (Alma 14: 11).

4. Covenants: The Lord has great rewards for those who will keep their covenants no matter what.

“Therefore, be not afraid of your enemies, for I have decreed in my heart, saith the Lord, that I will prove you in all things, whether you will abide in my covenant, even unto death, that you may be found worthy. For if ye will not abide in my covenant ye are not worthy of me” (D&C 98:14-15; see also Abraham 3:25).

5. Trust: In the depth of our difficulties we may team to trust God in a way that we could not learn under any other conditions.

I remember the often-repeated words spoken by one of the survivors of the Willie and Martin Handcart companies: “Was it a mistake to send the handcart company out so late in the season? Yes. But I was in that company and my wife was in it. We suffered beyond anything you can imagine and many died of exposure and starvation, but did you ever hear a survivor of that company utter a word of criticism? Not one of that company ever apostatized or left the Church because every one of us came through with the absolute knowledge that God lives for we became acquainted with him in our extremities” (Cited by Gordon B. Hinckley, “Our Mission of Saving,” Ensign, Nov. 1991, 54).


There are attitudes that will assist us as we experience adversity. If our afflictions are in fact to be good for us, we must meet them with a correct perspective. Note a few of the things the Lord suggests to those who face trials:

“Hold our faithful to the end” (D&C 6: 13)

“Be patient in afflictions” (D&C 24:8)

“Be of good cheer” (D&C 61 :36; 68:6; 78:18, etc.)

“In everything give thanks” (D&C 98:1 Thess. 5:18)

“Seek not to counsel the Lord, but to take counsel from his hand” (Jacob 4;10)

“Be still and know that I am God” (Psalm 46:10; D&C 101:16)

There are a great many such injunctions in the standard works. They all seem to say that in times of adversity, attitude is everything. The foundation of our faith should probably ought to be like the response of Jog to his trials: “Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him...!” (Job 13:15)


I am a parent. I cannot imagine anything more difficult than to watch my children suffer when I have the capacity to prevent it. But our Heavenly Father with his perfect love and limitless knowledge does that very thing. However, the scriptures, and especially the D&C are filled with promises of his concern—of his awareness and ability to help. In addition he has repeatedly commanded his disciples to render aid one to another in times of trouble. In fact, according to Alma, this in one of the main parts of the baptismal covenant (see Mosiah 18:8-10).


As you reflect on the scriptures below, consider what they teach us about the compassion and empathy of the Father and the Son for us in times of trouble.

“You may know of a surety that I, the Lord God, do visit my people in their afflictions.” (Mosiah 24:14)

“And the Lord said, I have surely seen the affliction of my people which are in Egypt, and have heard their cry by reason of their taskmasters; for I know their sorrows.” (Exodus 3:7)

“Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivereth him out of them all.” (Psalm 34:19)

“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33)

“My God hath been my support; he hath led me through mine afflictions in the wilderness; and he hath preserved me upon the waters of the great deep.” (2 Nephi 4:20)


As you reflect on the scriptures below, consider what they teach us about the compassion and empathy we should have for others in times of trouble.

“Succor the weak, lift up the hands which hang down, and strengthen the feeble knees.” (D&C 81:5)

“He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do likewise.” (Luke 3:11)

“Mourn with those that mourn; yea, and comfort those that stand in need of comfort.” (Mosiah 18:9)

“And also, ye yourselves will succor those that stand in need of your succor; ye will administer of your substance unto him that standeth in need; and ye will not suffer that the beggar putteth up his petition to you in vain, and turn him out to perish.” (Mosiah 4:16)

“Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” (Matthew 25:40)

If God has repeatedly promised his own help for us in times of trouble, and if he has commanded us to help each other, we must know that he is never indifferent to our trials.


The purpose of mortality is not to collect more stuff. As Elder Sterling W. Sill once said, “You were not sent into the vineyard to eat the grapes.” The Lord sent us here to prove us, and to labor with us as we offer salvation to a ruined world. He fashioned a Testing Center that would enable us to demonstrate our love for him and for his work by our devotion to our covenants. There will come times when it will seem that he is far, far away; times when we may want to cry out with Joseph: “O God, where art thou?” To such a question, there is really only one answer: “I am here. I am always here. I will watch over you.”

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